Things are getting bad

Crying deep down in my heart.

I wish I can get both career and stay together with baby at the same time but god always keep us in a distant.

I keep my promises and ur wishes that always to squeeze my time to company you. I tried to get holiday off and visit you. I tried to keep my stress zero in front of you because I dont want you to worry me when im at another place. 

Baby said she want to settle things down on my next visit.